Think about it technology has created this false sense of perfection...
I can list many examples for starters there is one reason I don't have a Pinterest... Because plain and simple it makes me feel like I am not good enough, funny enough, crafty enough, clean enough, I cant and won't cook enough or exercise enough because plain and simple I am not pintresting enough to have Pinterest. I would never do half of any of that stuff I would pin for later and I would again feel like I am not enough!!!
Lets take face book for example, how easy Is it to create a false life on that thing... literally you can create anyone you want to be a whole other person and screw with peoples lives...yep had this happen but that could be a whole other post with the nonsense this individual did, best told another time! But honestly Think about it technology has created this! This is why I chose to have a 2nd blog so that I could have my perfect blog, perfect kids, perfect life(not) where nothing ever goes wrong and let's be honest no life is perfect and I refuse to fake that for even one second! I keep my other blog private because I post pictures of my family that I don't want to share with the world but this blog allows me to talk about the world and all its icky potential...
So yes technology has helped my never enough feelings surface...
My list of things I will never be enough of!
Never a good enough mom.
Never skinny enough.
Never pretty enough.
Never smart enough( especially when I have to pass this big exam for work)
I never have enough time
Never make enough money to do what I want...
I will never have a clean enough house ( yep cus I am a clean freak)
I will never be a good enough friend.
Never a good enough wife.
Never a good enough sister!
But the truth the world does not want you to know is neither does anybody else... Everyone can find something they are never enough of, but we don't have to be as long as we are trying enough!
AND I AM ENOUGH! 
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